disgrace

September 26th, 2005 by fylosopher

Must I, need I, will I, wont I

Be there when you call?

Should I, could I, why just wouldn’t I

Just slam the one-inch door?

Right to your face

Right to the face

Of the one I hated, but my heart bled for

Oh, what a disgrace

c/o

Keep me hanging by a thread, questions arising

Contradictions, confusions, answers unclear

Still I waited for the voice

Still I answered all your calls

Oh, what a pity fate

Oh, what a disgrace

Bridge

The screaming rings, in my head, Tears streaming down the face

Madness and the sadness, And the joyful cries and tears

The talking and the dreams, Inside a broken heart lies a shattered dream

All the good times with the bad times, And the laughter

Just keep on haunting ~ ~

words uttered

August 28th, 2005 by fylosopher

Contemplating

Remembering

Visions pass

In one flash

Condescending

Words uttered

Heart is torn

No more looking back

Pretentious

Seemed to be

Words uttered

Oh so carefully

Silence just seemed better than ever

Than lies of lines of words would do

We could be better than ever

With this distance parting us

black morning

July 23rd, 2005 by fylosopher

–black morning-

When confusion is overrated

When complicating matter is escape

Fail to differentiate

Reality and mere exaggerations

Scratches of words fill the paper

With hope some truth will appear

In search of answers?

Questions unclear..

Filled with unresolved issues

Way of life unknown

In search of the key

Of which the keyhole is unseen

Heart and mind that seem to be not linked

Hands and heart that cannot find the sync

Strange is life,

in the early of morning..

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